Cover of Margaret Atwood's Cat's Eye

Cover of Margaret Atwood's Cat's Eye
one of the best books I've read

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Here I Am All Alone

I sit in the dark all alone.
Waiting for you to come on home.
Whispers swirl around the room.

Here i am,
all alone.

Into the darkness I slowly creep.
Out in the daylight I cannot speak.

Here I am,
soon to weep.

If tears were blood,
then I'd be dead.

Here I am,
off to bed.

Fantasies sleep beneath the bed,
yet nowhere here to lay my head.

Here I am,
all alone.

Work got out three hours ago.
Time goes on way too slow.

Here i sit,
soon to sleep.

Car door slams,
and your home.

Yet here I am,
all alone.

Into the kitchen, up the stair.
Awaiting nightmares meet you there.

Here I am,
Eternal stare.

Blood is tears, as was feared.
Depression rides a clouded mare.

Here I am,
not to speak.

I am cold, alone, and meak.
Never once, was I your sweet.

Here i am,
on your bed.
All alone,
cold and dead.

1 comment:

Silmarwen Calafalas said...

Yea i know its a tad macabre but get used to it people bc its not going away. There is more to come but it takes a special mood for me to write, the whole writing during class doesn't work for me and i havent been depressed lately and thats why there hasn't been much posted.